I wish that I could leave this town and go somewhere you're not around.

there were golden moments,
in a golden summer.
when every day was perfect and
you knew it could go on forever.
- The Wonder Years

It has been a month or two since I last saw your face.
That smile that always made me feel right at home. Its
just at night, staring up at the starless sky, I miss you.

I sit & laugh with friends at what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.

It's the simple things in life that we never forget.
It's those words we wish we never said.
It's the happy endings in fairytales we want to have
and those divine memories we want to rewind and
live again.

So this is it, the feeling that I've missed. A subtle kind of pain that keeps me from sleep. I try to explain how your touch drives me insane, I can't spend a night without wishing I was with you.

each night, it ends too soon;
you don't hold me like you used to.
and your eyes look like they've seen too much,
because it's always some excuse;
this time i fear i'm losing you.

I looked out the car window today and i'm realizing that i miss you again, its funny how out of nowhere you came to mind, the truth is... i wish you were still here.

The look in your eyes when we said goodbye, it never leaves my mind. My eyes are closed. My lungs breathe in, then hold. Exhale all of the fear of you not being here.

No, i don’t know to hold you without shaking. And no, i’m not aware of how i could possibly love you without aching.

Think of me.
As you undo her dress,
I hope you hear my voice
as you kiss her neck.
& as lust is screaming for release,
I hope to god
you're remembering me.

A warning sign
I missed the good part then I realised
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses
Come on in, Ive gotta tell you what a state Im in
Ive gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
When the truth is
I miss you
Yeah the truth is
That I miss you so.

from a broken home.

And at some point I'll call you and tell you I miss you
And you are the point of my days
And my face will get flushed and my throat will choke up
When you tell me that you feel the same

I've never been the type to ever let my feelings show
and I thought that being strong meant never losing self control
but I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
to hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
tonight I want to cry

when i would lay & talk with him at twilight,
i knew that if i held up my hands
& spread my fingers like a net,
i could catch the coming stars

it's a missing emotion, a missing person.
hey love, i'm missing you.
it's more than 11:11,
it's more than a hug goodbye.
hey love, the sky's still blue.
things are great but where are you ?

You dream of demons while you sleep,
that make you stutter when you speak.

this place is so empty
my thoughts are so tempting
i don`t know how it got so bad.

This bottle clearly states,
Do not over use he's highly unpredictable.
Now tell me whats that on your breath?
You reek of cheap perfume and sex.
So tell me is it worth it,
to stay up late at night wishing on every falling star?

So pull me closer and kiss me harder, I don't care how wrong it is, cause baby I'm at home in your arms.

It's quarter past 7:00, and the sun in peeking through the drapes.
I'm scared to open my eyes, cause I might not find you there.
Don't leave me, now. Not before my morning coffee.
I want to wake up where you are.

 your arm felt nice wrapped around my shoulder
and i had the feeling that i belonged
and i had the feeling i could be somebody

And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way.
I'm blistered, but I'm better- and I'm home.

“ I used to work in a funeral home to feel good about myself,
just the fact that I was breathing. ”

And these cold winter nights without you next to me, it feels like twenty below, frost bite on my heart.

don’t you miss us?

and i miss you
and i wish you were here
i stopped breathing
when you said you don't care anymore.

On the outside, you know you're not
that same naive kid anymore.
You've been through too much lately,
but deep down, at your core, there
will always be a part of you that rejects
reality, that is eternally hopeful.

I woke up with a heartbeat in my head
I reached for the bottle by the bed
I saw your side was not slept in
..Cold sheets again.

So I'll pray the words to say to make these miles disappear.
If you can't sleep alone, I'm better off. I'm better off.

and I can't deny your eyes
you know I try to read between the lines,
I saw a warning sign and then you feel me up against the wall
who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all.

you don't recover from a night like this.
lying in your bed completely emotionless.

"I put my face in the dirt
and finally I see,
the sky has been avoiding me.."

i'm so sick of being sick of you,
but i've been dying for something new like you.

and when your crawling over broken glass
to get to me, thats when i'll let you stay.

But you cannot separate the two things I would live or die for.
I'd kill to separate your heart from your head. That's to die for.

i can still remember that night under the stars so vividly. your warm arms around me. your hazel eyes burning though me. i guess what i'm trying to say, is i miss you.

but that's not why i'm here,
i came down here to tell you
it rains in heaven all day long,
i wanna find you so bad and let you know
i'm miserable up here without you,
miserable up here without you

Larger then the moon, my love for you
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine

It seems I do more harm than good and I don't know
if it's worth me loosing sleep over this.

I've got big dreams, but no self-esteem, you know? I'd reach for the stars but I can't find my arms. All this time we've accomplished so much, why can't I believe? Why can't I just feel love?

the stars are bright tonight
And I am walking nowhere
I guess I will be alright
desire gets you nowhere

And I will stand over the grave in which you lay
And apologize for not keeping you safe.

we sat in your car after everything was thrown
up in the open and listened to the silence.
"we can forget everything and leave this place together"
your lies sound so amazing.

if i told you i didn't need you,
i'd be lying.
i need you more than anything.

how does it feel to wake up
alone every night
with no one to hold you

I stumbled when I saw your intention
I screamed "From my eyes flow compassion for you!"
Hoping words could,
Hoping words could move you.